…so at the end of the day was it all worth it? (life update)

I have to honestly wholeheartedly w/ my whole chest say it was and I’d do it again and again and again. I truly believe nothing should stand in your way your happy—what brings you joy — what keeps you at peace. Moving back to los angeles has been struggle for lack of better words, but in that I can still say I’ve never been happier being in this space. This is an overdue update of the journey I’ve had so far cause you know with moving anywhere you have to find your footing and get to a place of what normalcy looks like to you.

"I don't like to gamble, but if there's one thing I'm willing to bet on, it's myself" — Beyoncé

This has been one long roller coaster ride of ups down twist and turns —within a span of a few months I’ve lost a job which also led to losing my apartment but I haven’t lost my drive to keep pushing. The job market is shitty, constant interview after interview after interview but you have to hold on and keep pushing I know that’s easier said than done but it’s all FACTS! nonetheless this was a needed update I wanted to share because I know I don’t really have it all together— I know I don’t have all the answers, but still making away from myself finding out how much I can bend without breaking and learning how to pivot and maneuver through certain areas that I had never experienced before shows me the man that I’m becoming showing myself how resilient I can be in not so good time. This update is for anyone who’s possibly feeling like they are alone and they can’t express how they’re feeling in that new space GIVE YOURSELF GRACE nothing is easy, especially when it comes to betting on yourself.

Today’s update is literally coming from my room on the 19th floor of hilton conrad located in dtla. I’ve since found another job and temporarily staying in hotels until I find a new place because we all know los angeles is very expensive and nothing is ready when you need it, but I’m making and I’m finding my way and because of that alone, I’m good spirits & theres nothing anyone can do to knock me off this hill— I hope this reaches and touches who it needs to and know that you’re not alone.